...and because of that, now more than ever I am maximizing my resolve for nofap again. I had only had sex once before this and that time I barely felt anything and it was horrible experience. This time? History repeated itself. You know, the benefits and everything with nofap were always a nice thing to achieve but they never meant enough for me to motivate me. But when I get to have sex with an actual girl and it just doesn't work for me because of porn dick, I'm reminded of my biggest reason for taking nofap seriously. I want sex to actually be good when I get a chance at it. I want it to feel like it's supposed to and not feel like me masturbating is better. So, I'm here to tell all of my nofap brethren that I will not be relapsing again. I have control over these urges and they aren't going to bring me down anymore.