This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
I was only 5 days in, but I relapsed last night. I took a couple positives from it. The main thing being- "STAY DISTRACTED!" I'll explain:
Yesterday my heart was hurting. Nothing else. I didn't feel like my brain was hurting emotionally, but I had a heavy heart. My assumption is loneliness, but it was a different feeling. I didn't feel sorry for myself wondering why the last girl dumped me. Anyway, I browsed reddit, watched a 15 minute video, and realized after that my heart was no longer hurting. The pain was gone. DISTRACTION!
One reason I started this is because I was masturbating daily(I work at home). This routine took away my sex drive at night. Well, this week I started working from a library. So I haven't masturbated during the day and I could have easily went to bed at a reasonable time and I wouldn't have relapsed. However, I was browsing a couple dating apps and I eventually got horny and relapsed.
Bottom line is know it is possible if I just stay busy! It sucks to have relapsed, but sometimes failure helps show you a path to success! Thanks for reading.
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 7 years ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/NoFap/comme...