Hey guys,

Recently my libido has skyrocketed. I get hard thinking about sex/women. I get hard seeing girls. I get hard reading sex stories. I even get precum from reading them lol. Sometimes I lay in bed and thrust my hips into the air (srs). It's driving me insane sometimes. I often see a hot girl and all I can think about is how hard I want to screw her (no pun intended). Frankly I'm really happy, because for the first time in my life I can feel my libido. It makes me feel alive. I NEVER had my libido that high, if at all. Now my penis keeps reminding me what it's really there for.

The other good thing? After choosing NOT to masturbate so many times, now when I get hard I actually want to have sex with a girl, even though I never had it. It feels so much more natural and human.

I'm a 22/m virgin and the more I'm abstaining from porn/masturbation, the stronger I'm craving to have sex. Hopefully I will meet someone I can connect with and finally do it. I feel like my first time having sex my load might shoot my partner into the wall.

Stay strong guys and gals!