Time to be honest with myself.

I don’t want to quit porn. In this period of my life where I’m not seeing anyone and too lazy to honestly meet and talk to women and have genuine relationships.. all I’m thinking about is sex and the things I see in porn I want to. I’d say my view on women isn’t terrible.. like I don’t objectify every woman of course, but I’ve been having an intense desire to have sex.. and I think that’s natural due to the fact I’m young and very fit.

I use porn and masturbating to let out my sexual feelings and desires. It’s not like I can just call up a girl when I’m horrny and have sex. And I don’t have a girlfriend. So I’m like what else am I supposed to do. I’m horny.. let me let it out.

I don’t know what to do. There’s part of me justifying it.. then there’s part of me that says no.. but why is porn bad.. even soft core porn like why…