My story is short. I did all sort of things to keep my mind off the porn... but lately my life just got ruined.. After my ex dumped me after 2 years of LTR, now my actual gf dumped me. My mother is sick and I spent the last days through hospitals to make her better, and finally I managed to find out what she has and now she's under medical treatment. I stay at my University Campus and I'm doing some work for the university, while in vacantion.. All my friends left the city and I'm all alone on the whole floor, with 22 rooms. It's just sad. I'm feeling pretty sick lately and I also did my annual blood analyzes to find out what's wrong..

And today was like no other day.. All around me while with work or at the hospital or shopping.. I've seen the most beautifull girls.. I went home, made a shower, and started to be depressed.. Relapsed.. And now I'm more depressed than I was an hour ago..

Pls help... Don't know what to do to get out of this state of mind..

Sry for my english, I'm from the Sun.