Masturbation hasn’t ruined my life like some others, but I don’t want it to be as big a part of my life as it currently is, for a multitude of reasons

I’m definitely addicted, I masturbate almost every single day, sometimes I go through periods where I’ll do it 3 or 4 times a day and then stop completely for a few days and then go back to once or twice per day

It does impact my ability to work, I haven’t lost my job or been reprimanded or anything, but my work is impacted nonetheless since I’ll spend unnecessary excess time away from my desk

I’ve been with my partner for a very long time, and they fully believe porn is cheating, and I’d likely lose my entire relationship if they found out, telling them is unfortunately not an option. I’d like to quit and leave it all behind me, and pretend it never happened, a dark age if you will.

I don’t know how to quit either, I’ve seen people suggest blocking sites and what not, but I’m too tech savvy for that to work with me, I WILL find a way around it.