This is my first day of NoFap, and it's totally fine, no urges, no libido, no sexual attraction to women, nothing.
As I said in my last post, I'm 24 and I have ED, I checked myself by an Andrologist, and he said my penis, balls and prostate are all fine, he said it's a mind problem, and he said to take one pill every day but I don't want to take them.

I really wish to feel urges and sexual attraction again even though I won't fap again, but I wish to have a gf but now I don't feel ready to have one, I had a gf weeks ago but we broke up soon before even having sex but when I kissed her, she was beautiful I know, but I didn't have any impulse and no erection and we had some foreplay too but no erection or little, no impulse and this scared me .

I'm feeling more and more apathetic to life, I go to gym 3 times a week, etc.. I said everything in my last post.
And Here I started my journey, my last hope, NoFap, but I'm scared that it's all useless and I will never be normal again.
This morning I had an erection but after that, zero, completely numb and dead.
I don't know what to believe, I don't feel anything looking at girls or I just feel sad.
Of course, this is just my day 1 of NoFap, but may be what I really want is to be sure that leaving porn from my life (cause I abused it a lot for more info see my old post) and removing fapping from my life, will heal my ed and returning to have normal attraction to girls and normal erections but I'm scared that I'm just losing time.
This Tuesday I have an appointment with low-intensity shock waves for ed, but it's really expensive and I don't even want that, what would you suggest?

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