For whole my 25 years I was single. My addiction to porn started around age 9,at first I don't know what I was doing, then pc and internet appear at my house. I started watching porn. Well this goes for years. 3 years ago porn wasn't enough for me, i wanted real girl to touch, to play, to fulfilment my fantasy. So I payed for sex. But it wasn't for me to get hard i was really trying. Then I get depressed. Only porn work for me not real woman. One year ago I met This girl, we loved each other at the first sign,but I had some sort of worries. She was really lovely,she tried in bed but I didn't work for me. After 4 months I tell her everything, worried about she left me,but surprisingly she was very understanding. After that I discovered when I tell her how I feel ,about addiction I can normally have sex with her and we feel satisfaction from it. I think my thoughts was blocking my erection. That's my story i wanted to share with someone.