What a roller coaster. I made my first week im really proud of myself. Everyday is different. Some days are more mentally tough. Other days when my balls are literally aching the physical gets to Me. Me and my wife did sexual activities more than we have this week in a long time. I wasn’t perfect I did peak at lewds and nudes a few times and one 30 second clip. No fapping. I deleted all my clips off of Reddit that was hard. Most recent challenge I saw a women with a fat ass I really liked in person and I literally turned into a horn dog. I couldn’t stop starring and I wanted it sooooooo bad. Whats is happening to me. I ended day 7 watching 10-15 minutes or so worth of feet on live and I looked up actual porn for 1-2 minutes before closing out the window. The slippery slope to a complete relapse is just that easy. Stay alert to your triggers