I’m now over 30 days porn free after being addicted to porn for years and watching for hours every day over the past few months.

I almost relapsed, told myself that I was just going to go on a live cam site and see who was online because I was interested, obviously this was so stupid.

The second I typed the website address, my heart started to race, my head was pounding and my whole body started to tingle - I’ve genuinely never felt like that before from porn, it was like I’d just taken a strong drug. I did check who was online whilst trying to avoid looking at thumbnails then came to my senses and closed the site.

My heart’s still racing and although I feel like shit, I don’t count it as a relapse, just a stupid mistake because I stopped myself before watching anything.

Didn’t quite realise how serious this addiction is but this has just motivated me more to carry on - here’s to 60 days! 🍻