Addiction is so strange, like, I didn’t even notice that watching porn was becoming a problem for me. For the past few months, I’ve spent hours every day watching porn - at least 6 hours a day if I was to guess. I’ve never seen it as a problem, at first I was watching for a few hours, I’d masturbate and then turn it off. Now, I masturbate once a week or even once a fortnight but continue to watch porn for hours a day, I can’t even get erect. Only yesterday did I accept that it was a problem.

I have no sex drive and am suffering from PIED among other things. We haven’t spoken about it but I rarely have sex with my gf because I just have no drive, she doesn’t know and hopefully won’t know about my porn problem.

Felt twitchy earlier, not necessarily because I wanted to watch porn but because I had decided that I wouldn’t and I didn’t. Day one complete, not sure how long I’ll be able to go for but I’m done with watching porn and just want to feel normal again.

We’ve all got this 👊