Whats up brothers, first post. I kind of just wanted express my current situation. I'd say I've been looking at porn around 12 years. Pretty heavy porn usage. I've been intermittent no faping since 2019. That's the time I realized what was happening to my mind and body after an uterly embarrassing sexual encounter. Since (sober) October 2022 I haven't looked at porn or masterbated. I did have two separate situations where, with a woman, I came by way of oral stimulation. First in December, the last one was maybe a little more than a month ago. I'm currently in a harsh flatline. Dick feels like its not connected, like its soulless, just DEAD! I'm pretty happy about it though because that means the method is working! Somethings happening in my brain, so thats comforting in a way. But it does get depressing now and then. I have a new girl and don't want to disappoint her. She's a virgin so we are taking it slow which gives me time to heal. A lot of stories are super inspirational to me on this sub! We must keep going! Stay strong brothers!