I’m a 19 year old boxer. I do 80 push ups to start off my day then go jog 3 miles. Then I jog 3 more miles after work. I work hard but not as hard as I should. Feel as though I should spar more and be more consistent at going to my gym. I train mainly at home. I deleted social media recently. I was talking to different women and I realized it was distracting me. It was long distance shit anyway so I knew it didn’t even matter. I am my own worst enemy. These past few weeks I’d always relapse on the weekend. There’s so many distractions. Women at my job always eye me or compliment me. Flirt with me, even touch me a lot. God gives his toughest tests to his greatest warriors and I feel as though that’s what’s happening to me.

In short, I wanna stop relapsing. I wanna put my energy where I need to put it. Training. Fighting. Competition. Getting more money. Becoming successful. Making the people who support me proud. I need help.