Opposite of the request people usually have here but here goes...

I'm a trans man (FTM), on testosterone but pre-top surgery, and I really love nipple play. I have a breast pump that I use on my nipples and I love the feeling of it. However, I have no interest in inducing and the idea makes me dysphoric.

Recently I've started seeing small drops of clearish liquid from my right nipple when using the pump. I stopped using it for two weeks but it still happened after the break, even seemed like a little bit more this time (still only a few small droplets). I don't use the pump more than once a day. Sometimes I use it daily if I'm feeling very into that kink, sometimes I go months without using it.

I wasn't expecting this as I'm on testosterone and nowhere near doing the kind of routine that some people here are doing.

My questions: - Is this a precursor to lactation? - How can I AVOID inducing lactation but still enjoy a pump? - How long do I need to take a break before my nipples will calm the heck down?

Thanks so much for anyone who can offer some insight!