I've been working full time nightshift security for the past 7 years. And for the first 4 or so I was pretty content more or less in the posts where I mostly worked alone or maybe had one other coworker.

But the past two years I've been working at a movie studio where the pettiness is next level. I'm not at all an uptight person, much less a stickler, so while I tend to get along with around 75 percent of my coworkers, there's always a few guards that are like uptight narcs and snitches and basically just need a sex life severely.

I can't stand working with these uptight, petty personalities. That's also why I prefer night work. You'll run into those personalities a lot less under the shade of night where everyone is chilling in their own business just trying to stay awake.

It's worse for your physical health, but way better for my mental health. Anyhow, I'm questioning whether I'm tired of working or just need another night time job. I'm honestly not sure.

But what I do know is that I currently have zero f*ks to give regarding feeling any passion about my work, it's just a paycheck and I will not do much extra.

Basically I make it to work due to caffeine and heavy uppers (legal) and I'm not sure if I could pretend to give a damn without that. So my dillenma now is whether it's still possible for me to care about work somewhere else.

I'm not sure honestly. I do have passions in life, but lately I haven't felt any of them while working. Thanks to all who actually read through this. Your suggestions and thoughts are appreciated.