Yea you read that right. I'm getting demotivated, because unless I'm able to get a new pc (which bills is making that hard rn), I won't be able to make videos. My pc is about to die. You probably wondering "well why don't you just use your phone?" well, its a bit impossible to make java Minecraft and other pc gaming videos using a phone and no pc. Not trying to sound like a snob, I apologize if I do sound like that.

I guess the point of all this is me asking for motivation. I want to keep making videos, but at the same time I feel like its pointless. I've gotten partnered/affiliated with brands before, gotten a shoutout, yada yada. I have less than 100 subs to go to unlock the community tab and yet I cant get to it. I want to upload more and make more vids, but my pc has blacked out a few times and I'm worried. Any ideas what I should do? Or how to keep going? Should I take a step back and just look at my channels to see why certain things work or don't work while waiting for a new pc? I don't know what to do.