POV: Your overwhelmed with your life, you experienced some shits last two months, you feel you need a new change, like new job, new city , new live, but due shitty housing situation and the fact your salary is not hight than 2000 € and you don't have any savings because your to fucked up to actually keep have 700€ in saves, you wouldn't afford this? How dutch people would feel about this? Backstrory: I am romanian, left România two years ago, since then only place abroad Netherlands where I put my foot is Germany where a part of my fam lives right now. Past two months my life been messy, some friend suggested to go back in Romania, some relatives suggested to go to Germany. Am myself just need a change but feel stucked in this place. Honestly I could leave Netherlands, but I know if I'll do this I will hate myself for that. Even I thing to go in Romania I feel in my mind how I am going "abroad" , despite I also I'm not even half integrated here, I spent 2 years from my life here, everything what meant adult life like having responsibilities, a job, paying taxes happened in Netherlands. In way I perceived Netherlands as my home, in fucked up way. But now I just feel stuck and feel need a fresh begin, without actually to pass again on that fucked up system of temp work agencies and shit. What are my trully options to do that here in condition when housing crisis doesn't afford even to dutch people in my situation to make this shit kind of change.