So I have been going out with my GF for one year and we had a lot of ups and downs and quiet a few fights. Lots of happy moments and lots bad moments. As of late we were doing very well hardly any fights and everything was going well. I even introduced her to my mom that was visiting me and I know her family very well and they meet my mom. I thought everything was fine. She is a very stubborn person honestly and I'm trying to deal with that and tough. Since we all have our own issues I sort of accepted that and we were both working on ourselves. But as of late I have been helping her in the gym which she asked me trying to coach her since have 10 years of gym experience I was a athlete in college. But she freaked out said was over correcting her and starting yelling at me and I was telling just want her not have her get hurt since deadlifting is a unique movement. Anyways we got in a fight and I told her I wanted to go home alone after I worked out and stormed off I was really sick of these stubborn fights. Then I realized I was a bit harsh came back to talk her and she told me to go home and to leave her alone she wanted to break up. I couldn't believe this was real I mean we basically day before had our parents meet. She was really rude. I told her listen this is sort of crazy, without warning and everything especially when she said she wanted to plan future together etc. So I basically got super depressed and emotional and kept trying to say I didn't deserve that way and she kept telling me to fuck off, I was a stranger and no one to here and to go home it was super insanely mean I dont know why I took that, just guess we do crazy things because we are in love and told her if she wants to break tell me what I did wrong and I will understand but you can't just say I'm a stranger and no one in her life, it was super hurtful and that I was not a man that I should leave. It really hurt me it devasted me. She has done this a few times in the past saying she will leave and she looks serious then eventually have to talk her out of it. But today she really meant it and was very rude, it was sort of wrong felt after everything this week did. She said she can't trust me that I'm too emotional and dramatic and immature and that she doesn't want someone like that she can't relly on. Which I I'm currently working on and understand some truth in this. But for me it's hard to let go because I'm in love with her it's not so easy to say your no one your a stranger fuck off and mean shit like that shows me she has no feelings for me. Now for first time feel like I don't know if want to be in such a relationship. I don't really know what to do. I feel she doesn't love me or respect me. I mean sometimes when you love someone you go after that person like I did and humiliate yourself because of feelings I don't see that in her. She's a very beautiful girl and fun awesome person. But I feel she doesn't respect me or Love me and I'm scared that will impact my relationship in the future and she can walk away like that it seems really bad. I don't mind break ups like my last ex did she called me and told me it wasn't going to workout she was a lady and treated me same with gf before that. I was devasted but understood things, but this lack of love and disrespect is rough. She eventually said she wanted to be with me! But it was me that walked away so crazy.