I almost had a break down I guess. Yea I’ve realized I’m a loner. Everyday I tell myself I don’t care and that i tell myself that I will in every shape or form be better than the dumb kids that thinks it’s ok to be disrespectful all the time. And every time I tell myself that I still get lonely everyday. But at least they have something I don’t happinesses and friends. I’m tired of being lonely I’m tired of being sad I’m tired of having no social skills I’m tired of not connecting with people my own age because the stuff they like is lame and weird. The only people that bothers to talk to me and I guess the only people I can connect and talk with are pedophiles. I want to die everyday I want to cut everyday. I’m tired of when people call my name I hear “ who “ I want to be known in my peer group but I just can’t stand them. I want to graduate in my actual year but I’m to dumb too. It’s sad Ik but I’ve excepted all of this.