Over the past two weeks my grandmothers health has nearly collapsed. She seemed fine until she had a very hard time breathing. We later found out after her lungs had been drained of fluid that she has stage 4 ovarian cancer and it’s causing the fluid buildup in her lungs. With chemo she was given 2-3 years. She started chemo but only a couple days later she had a stroke due to the cancer and other complications.. now it looks like she may have another stoke and might be on her deathbed in the next week. She’s such a good and kind person who always tried to take care of her health. She just doesn’t deserve this.

I don’t know what to do and I’m terrified. Not just for my grandmother but for my grandfather, uncle, and mother. They’re such a close family and all of this is happening so damn fast. My uncle’s wife is also fighting cancer and she probably wont last the year. My grandfather has plainly said he doesn’t want to go on without my grandmother and I don’t think her could given his own health. I feel as though my mother will loose both of her parents in the near future, both of whom she’s extremely close to. I’m worried it may destroy her too.

I love my family and I just don’t know what to do. I feel lost and scared. I think I might still be in shock and denial. I don’t even know what I’m looking for writing this. What do I do?