Here I am just drunken at the end of the night yet again, feeling alone as I have been lately.

I'm old. I don't know how to make friends anymore. So I come here in the chance of maybe reaching out to people like me.

I enjoy things like 3d Printing, streaming games like overwatch, world of warcraft, and wow, and just enjoy being a social person but I've never known how to really make friends my whole life. I try to stream on twitch to meet new people but even after a long time at it I never see people coming in and saying "Hi". I love watching things online with people, i enjoy doing things with people...I just don't know how to make and keep friends.

I hope to find someone to talk to, to get close to. Someone I can call my friend and just enjoy being a friend with. I had one till a few years ago but found out they were fake the whole time. And I honestly think the last time i was able to make a best friend was all the way back in 2007 or 2008 with a guy I knew then in time.

I dunno. I', just at my whit's end never knowing how to make friends as a kid and that just seems to have complicated things in my older age.

Tanks for reading though. Be well, future friendo.