Hello there! To get the hard things out of the way: I, like many others, struggle with severe depression and anxiety. I've got other shit going on mentally that hasn't been diagnosed. I spend entirely too much time googling my symptoms of what it could be, but honestly self diagnosing means nothing. I'm not that great at making conversation. I'll usually end up just asking a ton of questions. I do my best, though.

I'm not great at keeping in contact with people which is why I don't have friends in the first place. My anxiety and depression make sure to remind me that I mean very little to anyone, even if it isn't true. This is something I am working on improving, so if the conversation is spotty, that is why.

I can go on forever about topics that interest me, however. I get really attached to certain things and it's all I care about for a while. It can get annoying to people around me, so I tend not to talk about those things. If you're someone who doesn't get annoyed constantly hearing about things that don't interest you, then heeyyyyyy!

I would like someone to vent to (and you can vent too!) about why everything seems so damn hard. I've been so depressed for the past couple of days, but just last week I was on cloud 9. In all honesty, it's annoying. Also, I want to tell someone about my favorite kpop groups without being judged. I'm pretty old compared to other people in the fandom. Not only that, they are entirely too........passionate for my liking. It's a bit terrifying. Like, I love kpop and all, but these kids will kill you if you don't like a group or something.

I'm getting off topic. I'm not sure if there was one to begin with. Sorry for anyone who reads this haha.

Anyway, if you're depressed, anxious, suicidal or have a topic you want to talk about that no one else is into feel free to message me. I'll download whatever app you use to communicate to make it easier as I have no preference.