I'm just looking for someone to talk to. I feel like I'm stuck in the same ol same ol routine . I'm married and feel like all I'm good for is to cook, clean, pay bills. At work I don't fit in no one really wants to talk to me or shows concern about learning anything about me. All they do is complain about other co workers. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have ADHD and feel like im falling into depression. I'm not looking to fit in I just want to know if anyone else struggles with this . A little about me I like music all kinds of genres, long drives on back roads with the windows down and music loud, cooking, nature, I like the smell of rain and watching and listening to the rain fall and storms calm me. I like feeling the rain on my skin. Watching the birds and animals calm me. I like the feeling of grass on my bare feet.