I don't usually do this, but to put it frank. Everything I loved or cared about from me being a young adult til now I've lost many times.

Parents kicked me from home, so I crossed Australia to wind up in Western Australia.

Within a span of few months I've experienced a near death of my other half and a death of a father figure and a very very close friend.

Managed to find love, however, it was one sided and I wanted to do right when breaking up. I was entirely excommunicated from the entire family and lost most of my belongings in the process.

Recently again, I found love but I knew it wouldn't bear any fruit I just wanted to find company and we both felt whole together. However, she realised I was quite repulsive from my affection.

I'm quite upset with life misfortunes and I just want someone to tell me things will be alright somehow!