I saw this group mentioned in another thread so checked it out. It's absurd how many people are lonely and or feel unheard or unseen. I live in Las Vegas, NV. I work two jobs at the moment and should be napping right now. I'm a fan of Bernie Sanders and AOC. I love metal (without grunting), science fiction movies, RP games (Fallout, Skyrim). I have tons of acquaintances, yet very few friends. I'm pretty sure I'm emotionally abused by my wife of 20 years. We sleep in separate rooms and I attend to all her food, laundry, weed and alcohol (I am sure other) needs.

Other than the cash needed, the escape from my reality has me enjoying my two job scenario. On my off days, I catch up on laundry, pay attention to my poor neglected dog, maybe catch a few minutes of a movie or game, and if not working the next day, drink myself to sleep. This is when not caring for the wife who has not worked in 15 years.

I know I also need a therapist and to resolve my situation. However, I keep coming up with excuses. I love helping others. It is a goal of mine each day to positively affect someone else's life. Be it a compliment, a gift for a homeless person, or simply acknowledging another typically ignored. It's my small way of bringing about change in the world.

I've rambled long enough. I have no criteria for someone to chat with. M/F any age, any situation. I just feel awkward randomly reaching out to others if the interests don't align, age difference seems pervy, or whatever. My inbox is open to anyone. I likely won't follow this thread if it's even approved.