It's hard being ugly AND fat. I see a lot of pretty chubby girls but they still get so harshly bullied. I discovered one on Youtube and the comments are absolutely disgusting. So, I try to stand up to these bullies and guess who is the one to get muted? Me. These people say whatever they want to me and it's okay but me telling them they are a bully is apparently wrong.

Then, I try to make friends and no one is ever interested in being a "friend". I put myself out there to try to talk to people and stuff and either they reject me when they see me or they just think I am good for nothing but secks (spelled wrong just in case). I know a lot of women experience that too but it sucks because I can't make friends at all. I'm so sad and lonely and the only interactions I can have with people is either with negative trolling or if they want to sleep with me. I wish I had more worth.