I don't want to post all the details here but I could use someone to talk to. I'm single and 37 the last year has been tough for me. I had to move back home recently after struggling financially and dealing with the neighbors from hell. Home was at my grandmothers house. My stepdad and mother live here too. I was working on getting back on my feet and finding a home out here closer to my family so I could help my mom with my grandma.

Me and my stepdad always had a rough relationship. Ive never been anything to him. Yesterday he blew up on me and started a fist fight with me and after he was done with me he turned it onto my mother and 87 year old grandma. My mom kicked him out. Today he showed up this morning and tried to shoot me. Me and the neighbor managed to disarm him and he ran upstairs and grabbed another gun and killed himself. I'm in a somewhat state of shock and having trouble processing everything thats happened today. I feel really bad for my mom and my two nephews but I'm having a lot of trouble feeling any remorse for him because hes always treated me like garbage. I just need someone to talk to. The last year I've kind of shut myself in and isolated and just havent really had anybody to talk to.

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