Hi hello! ^^

Look, I'm going to be real. I'm a strange creature and it's either going to be something you're very into or very not. The only time I see daylight is when I'm drunk and wandering out of the 24 hour ramen shop after a goth or emo night that continued a little too long. I constantly thirst for the weird stuff in the life and seek it out.

I don't want to play League of Legends together. I want to hop a fence together and scale a skyscraper in Osaka where we watch the city sleep at 3AM. I don't want to talk about sports, I want to trauma dump each other and discuss death.

Let's trade each other obscure indie films with under 1,000 ratings on IMDB and swap playlists of emo/screamo bands with under 100 monthly listeners on Spotify.

I want us to type walls of text longer than this post as just our normal chatting. Let's throw everything out there.

I'll start: I'm a hot mess right now. Life is pretty much rock bottom for me. I'm currently waiting for a new passport and when it gets here I plan to start traveling the world non-stop just living out of a backpack as a digital nomad and being in a new country each month for years / until I figure out my next path in life. I'm transitioning and fully in my awkward inbetween phase. I look like this: https://i.imgur.com/p9fmQnr.jpg and hate using voice chat because my voice is likewise not quite there either. I love reading and hoarding books/graphic novels/manga like some kind of goblin - it's at the point where I think you could consider it an addiction. I'm fairly radically open-minded, if something makes you happy and doesn't hurt anyone else I'm happy for you. Almost everything I own is black and I ooze emo/goth stereotypes.

Anyway, that's me. Now who are you? What gives you life and what makes you struggle to exist? Send me a wall of text! If you send me "hey" I will be sad and probably not bother replying.

P.S. I know how small the emo / skramz / screamo / goth / trans communities so shout-out to my fellow search box users reading this weeks or months later, send me a DM - I'm still probably looking for friends and only more than me than ever.