So i had a rough week and basically i got misunderstood by my stepmom a lot and i think it made her angry at me and my dad because of that. So for context i'm a trans-woman/girl that likes coding and making electronic music in FL-Studio. Also i tend to close myself off from the outside world when i'm not feeling happy or when i'm bored.

So my dad and stepmom were fighting and stepmom said things about me, like "she's lazy", "she only wants to be on her laptop", "she's addicted to gaming", "she doesn't wear pretty girls clothes and doesn't know how to be a woman". And that last thing i can understand because why would you think i try to be a woman if i don't wear the right clothes... but all those things she said have a connection.

I am bored so i close myself off and only focus on my laptop. Because i am only on my laptop i don't come outside a lot when i'm there so i only bring comfy clothes with me because why would i wear skinny jeans when i'm sitting on a couch the whole day, She's addicted to gaming... it's not true because i don't really play games but i can see why you would think that when i'm only focusing on my laptop.

But the thing about me being lazy is not because i'm lazy but because i just find it really difficult to aks other people if they want to do something like going outside.

Also i just find it really difficult to get to know new people so there are actually a lot of other things i carry with me for over 2 years..