I am 23 and I have been engaged for the past year and a half. I could never tell him this, but lately I have been fantasizing about being alone with an older man. I don’t think about anyone specific, but I like the thought of it being someone that we both know so I know I can trust him. My fiancé could never find out about this, but when I think about it, I think about doing things that I’ve never done before with the guy. It’s such a huge turn on to think about being super naughty with him and then just getting dressed and going home to my fiancé like nothing happened. I’m finding myself masterbating more often lately and I’ve even stuck my pinky somewhere nothing else has ever gone this past weekend because I think about him doing it to me.