I’m currently laying in bed on my stomach with my legs spread, my pussy aching..

feeling desperate and needy. Wishing someone was here to claim me. To mercilessly fuck me into another dimension while I happily surrender.

Trapped under their body weight while they thrust inside me. How badly do I want to be someone’s good little cumslut. An obedient cocksleeve.

But my heart is just as desperate. Longing for someone to claim the other parts of me as well. Who will look at my mess and say “I want nothing less, I want all of you.”

Who will choose me every day. Who makes me feel so emotionally safe I feel exposed on a regular basis. Allowing the darkest parts of me to be seen and loved anyways.

Tears fill me eyes as I fantasize about being brutally taken by someone who loves me. Fucked into oblivion by a man whose heart is as fierce as his cock. A man who can claim my emotions with the same eagerness that he claims this pussy.

I’m soaked. Imagining a reality where I play the role of useless cock whore for a man who can’t live without me. Pretending I’m his slutty plaything like he isn’t going to smother me in kisses and snuggles when he’s done violating me for our pleasure.

I am so weak and sincerely desperate to share my entire being with someone. Crying thinking of how good it must feel to be both emotionally & sexually safe w/ the same 1 partner.

Is there anything more perverse than letting someone truly see all of you?

Sure I can drop to my knees and happily let you fuck my face. But can I brave enough to let you see when I am less than perfect? Can I hold the reality that one side of me is desperate to be used as nothing more than a toy and another side cries out to feel emotionally safe & embraced for all that I am? And am I bold enough to allow both sides to be seen by the same person?