Currently hate slutty confessions since they only allow past tense confessions 😒

I've (20f) always loved the idea of having so much sexual chemistry with someone but absolutely hating them to the point where there's this pent up carnal rage. But recently it's the only thing on my mind, especially since most of my exes have nicely sized dicks and quite taller than me. I've been swimming through fantasies in my head of each one fucking me to tears in different ways and I can think of a few who might have some mutual pent up hate. Only issue is I'm no contact with all of them and popping up and asking to hate fuck in my generation is kinda weird. Like it's hot as fuck but I can admit when a kink of mine is kinda weird. Sooooo I'm stuck in a rut of fantasies and recharging my vibrator. I can't just have sex. I need someone to fuck me face deep into the couch and only let me up for air to cry. It's the ultimate fuck without mercy. Consensual but hateful.

I've also been looking into seducing my step dad but that's a story for another day. 🙃