I was feeling very subby today and posted on another sub looking for men to take control of me. One of them has instructed me to post this confession here, and because I'm a good subby girl I'm doing exactly that.

I once entered into a dynamic with a FWB where he had total control over my actions in the bedroom. But due to my bratty nature I didn't feel controlled enough so once while he was fucking me I told him to pull out so I could such his cock clean. But instead I jumped out of bed and ran out of the room. As I expected he chased me into the living room and grabbed me. He immediately pushed me face first into the sofa cushion and spanked me hard. He grabbed me by the hips and thrust deep inside me and fucked me harder than I've ever been fucked. The feeling of having been chased down, grabbed by strong hands, pushed onto my knees and fucked like a piece of meat made me cum harder than ever before.

As a punishment I was made to clean the cum off his cock with my mouth. I loved it.

I have been made to add this detail as well:

It felt very primal. Being fucked is great, but really working a guy up to the point where he's frustrated and needs to take it out on you, that's a next level experience. It just feels different. Part of the thrill is knowing I can't get out of it, he's caught me and I now have no control over whats going to happen to me. And the fucking was hard, but I really wanted it and was nicely warmed up so it felt amazing. And it made me feel small and helpless which is exhilarating.