I've been reflecting a lot lately on some feelings that I’ve kept tucked away. I’m happily married, but there’s a part of me that keeps resurfacing—a curiosity and desire I can’t ignore. I’ve had an experience with another woman in the past, though it was in a group setting with my husband and her spouse. But now, the idea of being with a woman on my own has been on my mind more than ever.

It’s strange and exciting, and I find myself wondering what it would feel like to explore that part of me. I’m not sure where to go from here, but I felt the need to share this with someone, to get it off my chest and maybe hear from others who’ve been in similar situations.