A few years ago I was on Reddit trying to make friends and such. At some point I met a user who I became friends with as they were going through a tough time after they lost a friend. It started with them having me feel bad for him and he slowly had me make changes to better fit what he wanted. He started by asking if he could call me by a girls name cause that is more comfortable for him. I didn’t mind it and something in me really liked it. Then after a bit he asked if I could speak in the third person to him. He said it would help me make sure I stay in as Alice for him. I don’t know what it was but I was beginning to really like it. Then he had me chat with him on discord and asked me to make a new account on it and delete my old one. I didn’t wanna delete my old one so he said I could keep it “for now”. I was loving it all so far as he had me change my pfp to a girl he liked and he would tell me how I should be texting him. He was brainwashing me and I loved it the whole time. He had me develop a whole story for me. I was Alice and I loved it so much. this account is the extra account he had me make as I still miss it. He left me after a while he just deleted his account one day and I never knew why. Now I just wanna feel that rush again. I wanna be manipulated and brainwashed again. Another guy had me going for a while he would send me pictures hypnosis stuff and pictures of woman sucking cock telling me that it was me and I was a slut for him. I wish I could find those guys and get that rush again so bad.