Ok so first with the backstory- I’m in my early 20s (white guy) and my aunt-in-law is in her late 40s (black woman). First I want you to understand that this woman is basically my biggest fantasy. Easily on the top on my list of only ifs haha. She is smart, well employed, and has probably a S-tier body. Regardless of how old, she works out and eats the right damn stuff because this woman has a A$$ on her. Is the definition of two basketballs. I can’t even begin to describe how thick this woman is; you don’t really see many women built like that. Dark skin pretty face with perfect boobs with a real slim waist and a butt that looks like a mix between Cardi B & SZA butt (I’m not even joking and it natural😂); over the years becoming my biggest and really only “naughty” fantasy lol. Now that being said.

Being blessed with a very close relationship with my girlfriend I’ve gotten to know her family and throughout the years me and the aunty have gotten really close. Easily one of the closest people I have on her side of the family. And I won’t lie as the years went on I would move my hand lower and lower. Putting my hand and fingertips basically on the very top of her a$$. Even tho this this is basically two huge basketball sized cheeks. I’m sure she’s slowly noticing you know what I mean? And it basically came to a head recently and I’m not sure what to think and need some advice.

Me and my girlfriend were at a party and there was family there and just the usual type of vibe. Everyone just hanging around enjoying the food and time. This day wasn’t really anything crazy if anything it was a normal uneventful day. I won’t lie I drank a little bit. I won’t say it was enough to make me drink or even really dizzy. I was just feeling it. In the beginning one the day I said hello to aunty and her husband. Obviously not doing to much. Usually if I do something that may be seen as flirty I do it at the end of the night when we leave or have some good alone time (which we never really have). Other then that we are very close and a little touchy through out are times with each other. I guess just having a close friendship in a way. But as I was saying. As the night to the party was ending I was out side with a few people that were really no one important and they were away from me not facing my direction. And aunty came out side to say good bye to everybody as she was leaving. She went to everybody first and I was last making my way to her. We about 10 ft from the back door, people just settling back down besides us, we begin to hug. At first this hug was normalish, as my hand was on her waist basically on top of were her a$$ begins. I know that’s not normal but that’s normal for how we hug hahaha; but as my hands was already low as hell basically touching the top of her cheeks with my fingers I don’t know what got into me. I then moved my hands down to the point were my entire hands was on her butt just was at the very top; remember two perfectly shaped basketball. But I moved my hands to be of top of her butt. And as this is happening we are just hugging for like 5-10 sec. And then we moved to face each other but with my arm still wrapped around her waist and us still holding me standing side by side together, I moved my hand down and straight up grasped her a$$ with my one hand that was “wrapped around” her. This wasn’t anything crazy, I obviously wasn’t going in for the kill, but it was enough to where I had a grip on it and could feel every ripple. And I’m telling you this thing eclipsed my hand. My one hand barely did it justice, but good lord when I tell you, that was probably the thickest bowl of oat meal I ever felt. For a good amount of time to. Just saying or farewells for a good 20 seconds not moving just looking and talking to each other. No weird tension or anything. This was a power move or something but after I did that we proceeded to talk for the 20 or so sec and then she gave me one last lil side hug and left. Not a single thing was said or acknowledged about my hands. My hand was there the entire time and I talked to her face to face for a good 20 to 30 seconds with my hand directly on her butt.

About a month later, me and my girlfriend went to another party, where auntie would be at. Of course I was nervous as hell because this would be the first time seeing her and her husband after that and nothing came of it, so I was anticipating this. This party was very congested and we didn’t have a lot of time to ourselves, but it was normal and ok nothing weird or anything of that nature. But the very few interactions we had she most definitely gave me a look that had me thinking and spoke to me in a tone of I don’t know what, all I know is that it came with some eye contact that definitely seemed a little different and rate R 😂 no uncomfortableness I’ll tell you that much. Like I said, we didn’t get much contact so it was just a lot of looks and very few, but very quick and intimate eye contact with some very quick and confusing remarks that to me seemed a little flirty when we did get three seconds. I’m not too sure still. All I know is this is my life and I’m not sure to see if I could get to the next base what base that is or even what to make of all of this. Am I trippin or do I have something on my hands here(this is all a true story pls give me some advice or something if possible)/??