Another CNC night played out

We were coming back home. And as we were about to turn the corner to walk upstairs in the lobby. He said “you look so good” and he tried to bend me over. I told him “no there’s a camera right there, let’s wait till we get upstairs”. And he just pulled me back, pulled my pants down, bent me over and he shoved his dick inside me. I wasn’t expecting this to happen, so my pussy wasn’t prepared. When he shoved his girthy dick in my little pussy, it hurt. Honestly I felt like a virgin again. But as he kept thrusting she started getting really wet and opening up for him. He started pounding me in the lobby and I couldn’t help it. I was moaning and whimpering. He kept hitting the wall all the way up there. And I tried to use the safe word. But because he was pounding me, it was too loud and me whimpering my safe word, he didn’t hear it. So he kept going and going and my body just gave up trying to fight it until he came in my little hole. I never told him this, but I did orgasm. I just didn’t want to admit to him that I love when he “rapes” me. But it felt so amazing, just thinking about it is getting me really wet. After he was done, he said “good girl”. And we went upstairs. I was extremely horny after, but I didn’t know how to ask him to help me. I was feeling a bit shy after what just happened.