Well no one will believe me So a little context is initially we just clean chatted and texted for a couple months. We had a mutual understanding at first. I talked with him about my witchcraft and he would talk about priesthood and whatnot. I found him fascinating and I'm sure he felt the same at first. He was very respectful and forthcoming. Didn't try to save my soul or convert me. Well a few times but in an endearing way.

We had a playful dynamic until he started giving me the cold shoulder and short responses. I obviously got upset and grilled him until he admitted that he felt something for me. Which lead to him dreaming about me holding his arm as he showed me his home. That dream made him want to distance from me. He was at war w himself for even withholding talking about me to others.

This slowly progressed. All the pictures I sent him were very modest of me in my t shirts and leggings. He knew how I looked. He usually refrained from pics of himself in the robes just ones of black pants and black button shirt with his collar thingy.

When we got naughty it's bc he confessed to me he started having wet dreams of me for almost a month at that point. He started to lust for me and felt bad. I would just remind him that he is a man and imperfect. When we would talk naughty like this he would always shut it down and wouldn't want to um masturbate when I encouraged him to. Which lead to him having wet dreams about me.

After awhile we were naughty chatting pretty heavily one night and he confessed that he pulled his cock out but didn't rub it. He said I got him so hard and horny it was hurting. I kept teasing w just pics of my legs in a short skirt up to my thighs and he told me that he came hands free. Sent me a pic of it all over a desk. He cleaned up and felt so guilty after after he didn't talk to me for a bit. I was sad.

Another time I sent him pics of a new mesh/fishnet shirt w sleeves and showed him. I got in my skirt and fishnets and teased him. I finally showed him my butt and my cleavage. He came so much and hands-free again but would get racked w post nut clarity and guilt. Even tho he wasn't rubbing he was still guilty. Again ending w not speaking to me for awhile before he inevitably came back for more.

Recently I was busy and I didn't get to speak w him for a while. When I came back we chatted a few and he confessed that he had masturbated and came w not 1 but 2 other women. So me, jealous and a bit blindsided got upset with him. We had spoke for 9 months and were really intimate w eachother. I was mostly upset that he masturbated w others and not me. Yet I would always get the cold shoulder and whatnot. Not even gone 2 weeks and he whips it out and rubs it for others.

I decided to end it there. He begged me not to, pleaded and asked me not to go. Saying at least he was honest about it. Idk man. Coming out of the situation. I realized that I indeed fuck around too much and am going to stay far away from the Pastors and Priests now. I blocked him and hope his dreams about me turn to nightmares. Low key a little heartbroken lol bf is having a day teasing me about it tho.

Edit: Yes he is a catholic priest. I know I know.