Im pissed 😤 Reddit removed my shit..

But I recently broke up with my ex, lmaoo Like a month ago I didn’t think that was gonna go anywhere tbh. So I cheated, I Hu with my old Rommate, thinking the pussy was gonna be as Gas as the week prior before officially dating my ex. She wanted a relationship and I was on some like “fuck around and find out” But ya I cheated…… then she when her separate way since she had to go back home, and I ended up meeting with 2 ppl from Reddit, but before that I meet a ya who Lowkey was bad asfffff, divk her down then got some good throat behind a Walmart. then hu with someone, and the codom pop 🙃 I was like fuck….. I was hopping the person was clean, they say they was. I ain’t believe it but the damage was already done so I started pounding her shit even harder, we was doing anal too. 😮‍💨 so after 3 nuts and leaving her promo on the bed without even being able to walk I left to get tested asap. S/O to the health system even tho is asss, but ya that day I got my results and I was clean. Later on, I headed back to my place, had this chick who wanted to crash over I fuvked her before and helped her make a few bucks since she does OF. Then I felt bad, and told my ex as a way to give her the green light to do w.3 she wants cuz I didn’t believe she was loyal or only wanted me….. lol

Fast forward last week While arguing, I was like “You don’t even know if I even cheated” Ngl it was such a mind fucked, but I’m glad I’m not in her life. I don’t believe In love I believe in aliens. And no one should be put in the position, I feel shitty for my actions. I told her I cheated before we started dating, which broke the trust then I hit her with the line…… ik I ain’t shit