TW: Implied violence, terrorism, suicide

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Day 3 after the bombing of earth; I cannot stop thinking of her, she was the world to me and to think those feathered bastards took the love of my live along with many more due to some our government thought it best to not ally with the one group in the universe with a similar plight, and a proper army. some times I think the photos of the grays as they call them were doctored as a way of fooling the powers that be into thinking they were genocidal maniacs but alas the true maniacs have been revealed; these fucking birds dropped ordinance the likes of mankind hasn't seen onto cities filled with the innoccent hell,

The government has failed us.

The galaxy hates us. Hell the first reaction of those goat-things when they saw two scientists of ours who had travelled all the way to that hellhole to see if anyone is out there was to call out in mass panic and send their goons after us. When we tried to plea and beg for our survival almost all of the damned

xenos chose to exterminate us, when a few months prior they didnt even know we existed. They don't know a damn thing about us but they thought vanquishing us was a GOOD idea. And the damned spikey assholes where to begin... they tortured one of our own mercilessly starved him, and even threatened their own allies when they saw that this goes beyond just cruelty. And the people that think

those goats are "cute" and our "allies" are blind to the harsh reality that they were the ones who sicked the hedgehogs and the birds on us. When I see one all I can see is the face of a murderer who deserves payback. So I and a few like minded individuals have a plan I booked the next flight possible to venlil prime and once there we are going assassinate "Meier the ignorant" and "Tarva the afraid" hopefully security won't be expecting homemade explosives at a funeral and knowing the two of them will be close we can knock out the one who sold us out and the one who refused to ally with the ones who REALLY care about us. But alas I am afraid for this plan to work one of us must die and since she is gone there is nothing left for me. Meier see you in hell I know I'll be waiting for you.

-- Diary recovered during humanity first compound raid by UN forces suspected to be the memoirs of the bomber who killed Secretary-General Meier and severely injured Governor Tarva