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Pregnant and have 9years away from meh, still think about it every day. It’s tough, I enjoy my aa meetings more than na so I stopped na meetings because I felt like everyone there was high or triggered me to wanna get high… maybe judgy of me but it made me itch. Idk what the point of my post is but anyway the dreams have been getting more and more real, visceral sounds of the rock hitting the glass, the taste everything. Wake up feeling sick like I’ve betrayed myself. I enjoy being able to leave the house without being paranoid, I enjoy my sleep.. I even learned to enjoy my own company, I miss my drug addicted body though I can’t lie I was so slim.. I need to take better care of myself now 😵💫
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