Trigger warning!14years together and now 2 children we relapsed together on amphetamines and got clean 8 month now....well a story I have to tell. Were still together but every day it get worse his porn addiction is gross and is on my history purposely he wants me to relapse but I'm not that weak I love my kids....my dad is paying him because hes out of work my dad owns the house gave us everything but he talks shit. About me to me about my family who's given him everything the shoes on his feet. So I wake up 12 go on the couch cus it's more comfortable so 6am i wake up and scroll look up something on google and see "ugly tit" porn now I wish I could post mine because the are fabulous so what am I doing wrong here I'm blamed for everything if hes in one room I ask him to bring me something on the way he acts as if he cant find it and makes me get it I'm sick of the tweaker games we get urine tested weekly so no way hes high wtf is wrong with his disgusting searches