I was woken up by my wife at 145 ish apparently I turned the heater down to low. Mind you in our room it was set to 88deg

I plopped that bad boy down to 75 fuck did I ruin my day and I have work at 730.

Step out side to smoke and started telling me I was air humping. And I make her fill like a piece of meat mind you the apology for the heater was never received

Yes i had a massive hard on when she woke me. But i was on my side. At this point I'll be honest I have to rub one out before sleep just to make sure I don't poke her ect.

I been so demasculated I can't talk about sex with her and if I do I get mad because it's her talking at me about my filings and action, not the other way around

So I angerly stated I would sleep on the couch problem solved yes i was mad, my apology for the heater, even the whole having a hard on hey im 37 and Hispanic and eating and what not well libido was ok but happy it works.

I don't know why I try I want to be loved and have connection and mostly become with her I just want to noticed.

Mi1nd you the projection and anger and everything else is my fault, not to mention I have no respect towards a women.

Raised by single mom until she remarried. Then my grandmother and great grandmother raised me. 1

🤔 let think hear, I still don't cuss infrint of my grandmother.

Open my wife's and daughters doors.

Back to venting

Mind you no sex since Feb last year always stating this or that and ugh

I. Mostly venting but please tell me if I'm wrong hear. I just said look your not the only person that's up and have to go to work today so don't be shading that shit on me today, because we could of talked about when we got up in the bed when it "happened. .

Even after all that instead of sleeping I gathered my and her clothes laid them out, just made a cake for her so she could have a nice dessert with her lunch today, because I felt bad that she felt like the m lunch i made her was less Than another person.

I'm Not going to make an account ¹ im upset becuse agian out of all this i fil Confused and at fault, wrong. ¹ I posted the cake not frosted still hot. One to show the lengths I go for her and the kids regardless of my fillings so they can fill loved. I fill like something is happiness with her like she is fight with someone else like me and her but it's not with me

Or like I'm being Hella discarded