Update on life- I didn’t want to make this post but I’m SICK and tired of being sick of tired of being sick and tired!!! I’m so over this life I swear!!! So mini recap, I unfortunately had to move back in with my mom because I just cannot find a consistent good paying job or a job at all and my lease was up and it was no point in renewing. Anyways… it’s like the universe just won’t give me a job, it’s crazy. I’ve done everything bruh. Anyways my mom offered that I work at her Law firm and I have been for almost a month now. I had to sign a contract that I work for 2 months. She’s paying me a very high wage (what these jobs could never) and she’s hold that against me saying none of these jobs are going to pay u what I do (she’s right) anyways… it’s becoming VERY scarily toxic, as I knew it would). She’s literally micromanaging my life, or should I say macro managing. She says she’s helping me so I can get back on my own but she’s literally tracking everything I do. I can not spend a dime without her interrogating me. I go out to go get food, she goes on a whole rant about how she’s going to fire me if I don’t save money.. huh?? And she says I have to go to mandatory counseling because I eat too much…what?? Cus I eat normal and you have very disordered eating patterns from diet culture.. smh. I can’t do anything with my money. She says it’s her money that’s she’s giving me and if she sees me keep eating out buying stuff, she’s going take it away as in fire me… smh. I keep telling her I am saying majority of it.. I’m so annoyed bro. I’m so trapped idk what to do. I find it so ridiculous there’s no jobs out here for me. Even the staffing agencies don’t respond or take their everlasting time. I’m ready to move back out. I have a month left but I need to have a job lined up.