Random shower though for the day…. I was thinking about my nex this AM, honestly I was missing her (for the good things I remembered of course) but then my mind went to the little things I noticed before she discarded me.

About 2 months before she broke up with me I had noticed that all the photos she had of me around her house were gone. I had found them in a drawer in her kitchen. When questioned she said she was cleaning and had put them away, but somehow they never ended being out again. She had also placed all the little trinkets I had bought for her in a box on the counter too.

In hindsight she was already starting the discard months before. Makes me think she had already started seeing her new supply too, at minimum they were definitely communicating.

Although I feel heartbroken 💔 at the thought of it, it’s really helped me to strengthen my resolve of no contact and moving on. What I thought was real and true love was nothing more than a lie. And that’s true and real part about our entire relationship.