Ok so... I’ve posted here before. A year ago I got discarded by my NEX. And I am still really truly dealing with the after effects of it all. I’m in therapy and went back on my meds because my self esteem is shot and I still think about him/the situation during our breakup.

I am seeing this one guy who I legitimately thought of as a friend, yet apparently he likes me. Long story short, I guess I have been bringing up things about my ex to him (keep in mind, when we first met he also told me about his experience with a NEX so I felt like I could trust him etc) and he confronted me about it. I was confused,first, because I really didn’t think he wanted anything serious with me. But I did acknowledge that I shouldn’t have been talking about my ex so much, but that I am clearly still not healed/ready to date.

And that’s what. I think it is, that I am really just NOT ready to date, I still think/talk about my ex and what he did to me like it was yesterday... so my question is, am I narcissistic for bringing my ex into this conversation with this guy?? It’s freaking me out. Lol