like I can’t rn I can’t do this rn because mind you I am still asleep my eyes are adjusting to this and I’m so confused because I didn’t even recognize that it was his eggplant that was on the screen so I’m like I can’t I can’t and he’s like why not why can’t you just help me and I was like I thought you moved on I thought you didn’t want me anymore and he laughed and was like my phone is dying hurry up and I was like fk I’m tired but like a dummy I helped him but I got no joy or se*ual satisfaction from this and after he finished he was like hey bch and I was like you can speak to me better and he was like smiling and was like hey b**ch and I didn’t respond I just went back to sleep and he started saying other things but I couldn’t hear him so I went to sleep and an hour later he calls again but I didn’t answer because I he was asleep and it called me twice what is he doing? What is this called and how can I get this to stop my therapist said he is brewing up something big and I’m getting a little worried when I heard his voice on the phone and realized it was him I had a panic attack like my heart was pounding in my chest so I just helped him