I am feeling pushed to the end of dealing with my family. They are all so crazy including my father who seems like is the root of all of my problems in the world. Tonight, which is Mother’s Day, he screamed at me because my sister and I got mad for him hitting our puppy. He didn’t harm her but still he smacked her on the nose pretty hard and so it was completely valid for us to be upset about it.

Anyways I really want to move out but I am saving up money right now so that I could purchase something instead of spending my money on rent. I just don’t know how to deal with my mental health when I’m here with my family. Mind you I moved out to go to college summer of 2019 and have been home ever since Covid hit in March 2020. And it’s not only my dad, my mom is passive aggressive and doesn’t know what confrontation is and therefore avoids it at all costs and changes the subject whenever bad or uncomfortable things get brought up. I can’t stand either of it and I am so unhappy here.