I'm seeking an attractive, D&D free legal age female who has had fantasies of being tied up, spanked, blindfolded, or something similar. Maybe you are confused as to what it is that is drawing you to these fantasies and now you want to find out. Perhaps you think about being restrained or bound and sometimes used sexually in your quiet, alone times. Perhaps you think of these things while at work, sitting at your desk, making yourself wet. You may be constantly reminded by these thoughts and how they arouse you, but your fears of rejection from others if you were to ever mention them, even in passing, to your friends or family make you feel alone, but craving something different.

The lady I am seeking masturbates frequently, thinking of being bent over a desk, her wrists bound behind her back, a faceless dominant male alternates spanking her bare ass and sliding his fingers in and out of her drenched cunt. She imagines this same lover tying her wrists and legs wide on her bed, a blindfold obstructing her vision; her thoughts stray to that of being used as a sexual toy for this man as he fucks her over and over again with various toys she cannot see. Her quiet moaning in these fantasies fill the room as her faceless lover uses her body for his own pleasure over and over again for an hour, two hours, three hours, or more - whatever amount of time it takes for him to finish with her. She fantasizes of being ravished, of being used, of being owned like never before.

Sometimes the location she is in when having these thoughts doesn't even matter - she feels that she should masturbate in her car, or while in the shower, or in her living room while roommates or family are temporarily away - anywhere she happens to have these fantasies. Her fingers and the wetness between her legs always win in these situations. She feels sexually energized by the thoughts while she fingers herself until she cums with an intensity no other thoughts can even approach, yet she immediately feels ashamed and alone after this orgasm of hers subsides.

Her feelings of being different are only overshadowed by her belief that she is somehow flawed for having these thoughts to begin with. She seeks acceptance and she seeks the company of someone else who has these thoughts, as well - someone who will help her see that she is not the deviant she believes she is. Someone who will guide her through a safe, sane, consensual fantasy fulfillment and who will not judge her. She seeks that dominant male that, until now, only exists in her fantasies. She seeks that man who will give her the disciplines she feels she deserves - the discipline she craves - the discipline that keeps her touching herself in the lonely darkness of her bedroom.

I am 6', 200, have quite a bit of my hair left, educated, non smoker and long lasting. I am also very oral.