Last month, i was looking for someone to satisfy my curiosity on what it would be like being with someone twice my size. I'm a small dude, slim/fit, compact, fun sized, and pretty much your quintessential twink. I was looking for someone built like a brick shithouse and was hoping to get thrown around like a rag doll. I didn't care about dick size but i did care about body size. It was also important to mention that i am not feminine presenting and wasn't looking to crossdress or play sissy. I just wanted to get man handled.

I had my post up for about a week and only got two responses. One guy was pretty absent and a dead end, but this other guy, let's call him Mark, started his message with his stats, his inexperience, and doubts that he was the right fit. I asked for a body pic and what he sent was pretty hot. Mark is tall, has some good muscle definition, and is more towards the skinnier to average side. Not what i was looking for, but pretty hot regardless. We had only exchanged body pics at this point but he was down to meet up to see if we would vibe instead of jumping right into business. He was doing holiday shopping in midtown and asked if i was down to hit up a cafe for a quick meet and greet when he was done. Without seeing each other's face pics, we decided to meet around Bryant Park.

I got to Bryant Park and sought shelter from the cold in a japanese bookstore and did a little bit of my own browsing and shopping while waiting for Mark to finish his errands. I told him where i was and what i was wearing and waited for a reply. I wandered around the basement and checked my messages every once in a while for an update. That whole time i was looking around and checking people out to see if anyone fit his description and to my surprise, there were quite a few people that did. Not five minutes later, I was about to cross paths with this absolute stud of a man and thought, no way that's him. We locked eyes and i was immediately intimidated by how attractive he was. We greeted each other and i was pleasantly surprised by how chill and nonchalant it was even though i was really psyched on the inside. We browsed very quickly through the aisles for anything interesting as a gift idea but decided it was too hot inside and needed to get out of there.

As soon as we got outside, he apologized for how awkward and quiet he might be seeing as he's pretty inexperienced, and this was his first time meeting up with someone in a long, long time. I assured him that it's totally natural for things to be weird given the circumstances and agenda we had. We both looked on our phones for a place to escape the insane tourist crowd at bryant park and decided on a bakery cafe near W4. We hopped on the train and headed out. Surprisingly, conversation was smooth and felt pretty natural throughout the whole night. He mentioned how very relieved he was when we met because he found me to be very attractive, and I assured him that the feeling was mutual and that i was pretty intimidated by how attractive he was. There was a lot of back and forth complimenting, lots of laughing and banter. Before long, the night was coming to a close and it was time to call it. We had no intentions of messing around for the first meeting so we each headed home pretty blue balled. We met a couple more times but not to mess around. We actually enjoyed each other's company enough to be friends with an absurd amount of sexual tensions. Sadly, neither of us could host so we really just ended up hanging out normally and flirting the whole night (well mostly him because i'm not big on PDA). We had dinner and drinks one night, and then a day at the Korean spa where we got to see each other naked and do some light touching when no one was watching. Mark is packing some SCHMEAT, let me tell you. But anyway~

Unfortunately, we were both very busy with sporadic schedules and it was hard to line things up. He has since left the country for work so hopefully the next time he's back, we'll have some time to get some real shit done. In the mean time, i think i'll be looking again. So if you got this far, hit me up if you think you can effortlessly chuck me across the room. As a little bonus: here's a picture of us comparing hands. https://ibb.co/ZccYp8x